because disappointment is so crucial an experience
because the ass, the ass has become the site of the frenzied attempt to banish disappointment
because the ass has become, or always has been, the proof of disappointment and imperfection
because the ass shits and blows shit air
because it is in the purvue of the other
because it is unseeable to ourselves by ourselves
because of that it has deific power
because of that it is the throne of shame and glory
because of that it is the site of the attempt to eliminate disappointment, which is longhand for death
because a perfect ass is the successful casting-out of death, the realization of the world free from the threat,
finally, of disappointment
because a perfect ass is a vehicle of immortality, briefly
because a perfect ass shits and blows shit wind
because the shit shitted by a perfect ass is candy and its shit wind pure oxygen
because disappointment is intimacy
because the experience of disappointment is the fruit of love, of care, of need, of want, of relating, of change
because disappointment is the living root
because a perfect ass is the perfect realization of the other’s desire
because the perfection of the other’s desire is the realization of god
because the perfection of the other’s desire is the elimination of suffering in the world
because the perfection of the other’s desire is the elimination of the other’s desire
because the elimination of the other’s desire is the removal, as if by surgery, of the ass
because the removal of the ass is the elimination of the self, which is a blind spot
because the elimination of the ass is the subtraction of a spacio-temporal dimension, the subtraction of the
external as it hounds the internal
because the internalized external is the source of all shame, all suffering, all guilt, all disappointment
because the internalized external is the source of death
because the perfection of desire is the elimination of desire
because the elimination of desire is the increase of desire
because the increase of desire is the perfection of desire
because the perfection of desire is the desire of perfection
because the desire of perfection is the desire for immortality
because the other is the face of my ass
because the face of the other is the imperfection of my ass
because the perfect face is the perfect ass
because the face shits words and blows word wind
because the face of the other shits my name
because the ass of the other shits my name
because my ass shits the unnamable
because my ass shits the name of the other
because the name of god is unpronounceable
because the perfect ass the perfect face eliminate all word all wind
because the elimination of language is the face of the perfect ass
because language eliminated is relation eliminated
because relation eliminated is disappointment eliminated
because elimination is the function of the ass
because the ass is a function of relation
because relation is relation to an ass
because relation to an ass is relation to a face
because relation to a face is relation to disappointment
because relation to disappointment is relation to love
because to love is to name
because the name of love is unpronounceable, even when spoken
because the name, the face, the ass all are shit